December 29th, 2017
Fear & the need to control will rule if you let it. Nothing changes without change. These are easy enough to understand, but to make the changes - now that's the kicker. I went back through all my blog posts and re-read them yesterday. I remembered exactly what I was going through for each one...and as I write this one another struggle is upon me. "I am tired of being the strong one and handling things" - I told my partner, "wtf?" I said. Well what's the lesson? Why another one- how many more will come my way? Then the fear of what the lesson is if I don't learn it...do they keep getting worse to show me I should've appreciated the smaller struggles? Maybe...so what's the change I need to make? I am trying to figure that out. I liked it better when I was emotionally monotone sometimes, even though I know that stunted my growth. Persevere, trust the process, don't give up. I won't-never...and I know I am not alone in any of my struggles, because I am not the first and certainly not the last.
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Melissa Showers was born in New York and now lives in Houston, Texas with her two sons.